Lead me...

It has been one year to the day since I first heard this song. I remember exactly where I was: at the courthouse in Okeechobee... Sitting in the car while my best friend went in for her divorce hearing. I was trying to be a support to her. I remember thinking, "I can't imagine going through the pain of divorce, and I wouldn't want to be alone. So I will be God's hands and feet and walk this painful road with my sister in Christ."

For the next 6 weeks, I searched YouTube for this song. I was ecstatic when they posted this video- I wanted to share this song with my husband and had been looking for it. I was one of the 1st 200 viewers.....



now look at my life. too little, too late? We may never know. I know that I tried. Some may say that I didn't try hard enough, but they were not there. I was.
This is my life now. It is what it is. I have been forgiven for the places where I have fallen short and daily, I recommit myself to the God who loves me like no other. He alone can truly lead me down a path that will not lead to destruction.

I sing this line to the Lord often, "Father lead me, 'cause I can't do this alone."